Throughout my senior project I didn't just learn about the Rasta movement but I learned a lot about myself as well. I wasn't anticipating or eager to learn about anything more than what had been assigned, I was going to do just enough work that would get me by. Although, throughout this process I became consumed in this movement and with the Rastafarian people.
I found a lot of similarities and a really interesting connection to the people I met and talked to. They all seemed so content and at peace, something that I am constantly trying to hold onto or am searching for. Throughout this process they taught me something really important about living. It is so easy for me to run through life without really taking the time to enjoy it. I feel like I have blinked and haven't really been truly satisfied with myself or even my surroundings. Many people, myself included, are so worried about getting an education, making money, and growing up so because this will make us "happy". Throughout all of this we lose ourselves. We keep pushing and preparing ourselves for what is next instead of enjoying and being grateful for the present. Everyone I met had this sweetness about them and this sense of ease. The difference between us was that I have been raised that in order to go to heaven you need to work hard and be a good person while we are on earth so we can die and go to heaven. Meanwhile, the Rastas have the mentality that they need to live in heaven now, instead of dying to be in paradise and be happy.
Similar scenario for me, I was interested in Alzheimer's and wanted to learn more about it but when I first started working on my senior project it just seemed to caused me a lot of stress and frustration. After working on it for a couple hrs I actually found myself eager to continue researching and working on my documentary.
ReplyDeleteOn another note, I found your documentary really interesting and love how in your blog you brought up how important it is for someone to take a step back in order to evaluate oneself and to enjoy life.